Nov 10

Nov 10 “I Was” Diagnosed With Type 1 Diabetes: Jamie’s Story

Reflecting back on my diagnosis of type 1 diabetes, it’s something I honestly do not remember. I do, however, recall certain moments leading up to a new reality. I attended the Art Institute of Hou-ston-North and majored in Digital Photography. It was a very exciting start into adulthood. I was able to purchase my first professional camera needed for assignments. Photography gave me a sense of freedom to showcase how I view the world through my perception .

It was the last day of classes before we had a week off for spring break. I didn’t have many plans but knew that I was looking forward to relaxation. My appetite on this particular day was very good. After class, I came straight home and instantly went to bed. I became easily irritated and chose to remain in my room for the remainder of the day falling in and out of sleep. I was woken up not being able to catch my breath. It felt as if I were having an anxiety attack. I rushed downstairs during the night to my mom to explain to her what I was experiencing. As a mom, I could tell she was worried. “It may just be anxiety”, she said puzzled. She stayed by my side during the night, and I began to breathe heavily again. I became very thirsty and wanted juice. Thought it was a good sign not knowing what would take place within the next hour. "More juice", I said out of breath. It was no surprise that we would go for a brief ride because we thought that It would help ease my mind. I remember reaching for a small cup of water from McDonald’s and everything going dark. My mom and sister had to carry me inside. I woke up on April 1,2014 and thought to myself this had to be a joke. I was hooked up to a ventilator, but not once did I react to the position, I was in. One of the ICU nurses explained to me my condition. I wasn't sad, nor was I confused. For me, it wasn't hard to transition. I no longer remember what life was like before being diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes. There were times when it was difficult, but I managed to get through it with the support of my family.

One of the challenges I experienced as a beginner was having to inject myself 3 times a day with insulin. Personally, I wasn't too fond of needles, so I had my mom inject me daily. It took me 2 years to finally build the courage to inject myself with insulin. Having Type 1 diabetes feels like a full-time job. I have to manage how much I intake, what time I intake food, and monitor my sugar levels at all times. It got to a point where it did get overwhelming, but through time I didn’t let it consume me. I was told to always say “I was” diagnosed with Type 1. It’s a way of letting myself know that I am in control of this disease, I cannot let it control me. Today as a freelance photographer I do not have a set schedule, so it’s not as easy to manage. I make sure to always have water and snacks for myself because it’s important to stay hydrated and have food on hand in case my sugar gets low during photo sessions or events. Also when out with friends I’m always cautious about my sugar levels. It is a constant concern, but I have gotten to a place where I’ve learned how to balance my life and diagnosis.